Im a sensitive person.. as in VVVVEEERRRYYY sensitive..
Every SINGLE word of what people say means alot to me.
I cry in the night, sometimes not knowing whats the reason..
and when i cry out to God, it jus doesnt seem to comfort me that God will help me thru tis tough life..
What if he says no???? What if things dont turn out the way i want them to be??
Is there a 'source' for comfort everytime when im really depressed????
Yes, i may appear as a happy person on the outside or sum1 who totally ignores remakrs or mere insults
but, who knows the real me?? sad to say, no earthlings
Only my father in heaven.. God is with me wherever i go, but i dont get immediate reply from him,
thats the sad thing.. but GOD IS GOOD.. he helps me duh.. but when ur waiting, it jus seems like eternity..
In this life it doesn't hurt to have God on your side. Hey, Life is tough. Doesn't it make sense to have all the help you can get?
Have you heard the tale about the ancient King who places a boulder in the middle of the road?
Everyone took the long way around it,
all the while complaining about the King's failure to maintain the highways,
until a lowly peasant came and pushed the boulder out of the way.
Where he found a purse filled with gold coins,
a gift from the King intended for the person who removed the boulder.
The moral of the story??
Every obstacle offers the possibility of improving ur lot in life
Most people are like the complainers who take the long way around the obstacle
Sometimes i dont think i have the strength to move the boulders that are blocking my path right now,
but i know the ONE who does.
and he once said that if you have the tiniest measure of faith ,
you can move the mountains.
No matter what is standing my way ,
God is big enough to remove it.
And he'll do it because the way im travelling is the way He has set and planned for me
The way to overcome obstacles is by activitating ur faith in God
I take whatever measure of faith i have right now and
trust God to move the boulder in my life.
In its place, i may find a life-changing treasure.
So from now onwards,
whenever i encounter a trail,
i shall turn to God immediately and thank him,
not for the trail itself but for the purifying work he's doing in my life.
What on earth am i here for?
You were planned for God's pleasure
You were formed for God's family
You were created to become like Christ
You were shaped for serving God
You were made for a mission
AMEN!! :))

I HATE U!!!! If you were to just appear right in fron tof me now, i would jus give you one tight slap, punch kick u and jus shower you with criticisms(spelling??) and my saliva!!!!!!!!
STUPID IDIOT cum FAT ASS cum DISGUSTING FLIRT!!!
ure damn disgusting okayy??!! inside out!!! every single part of you is GROSS!!
sissy flirt flirt flirt flirt flirt
1134206 -- if ure smart enough, go figure tis code out..
thats jus what i wanna say to you.. so if u noe that im toking abt you,
den jus go crack your brains and SQUUUUEEEZZZEEEE your brain juices out and
you will end up like what the code says..
these word can NEVER express my hatred for you..
i din expect that one day i will hate u so much.
it seemed impossible when i thot abt it starting of the year..
as in, that i would hate you.. cause you appeared so cool, and nice..
who ask you to behave like this.. HUH??!!!
jus looking at ur back makes me feel like vomiting..
but the problem is..
WHY CANT I JUS STOP THINKING ABT U??
WHY DO YOU JUS KEEP APPEARING IN MY MIND??
--- i jus don understand---
my world is really turning upside down.. CONFUSIONS!!