emo
tts what i m now.
no doubt wad happened yest was very sudden.
i didnt expect it to happen so quickly.
the hurt that came with it was unbearable.
and its the eoys now.
is God playing a trick on me or what?
i cant even concentrate on my studies properly now.
its torturous and distracting.
today during the english papers,
i tried all i could to concentrate on my paper.
yea i did it!
but after i finished the paper,
i was left with one hour.
mind started to wonder wonder
thinking abt the sad stuffs again..
and i still had ONE MORE HOUR TO GO
i jus wanted the paper to quickly end end end.

i thought maybe i could get over it easily
but i cant.
once im alone, i start to get emo again.
think abt lotsa stuffs..

all those who had been with me these two months.
especially jiaxin.. thanks alot!
i know your will go crazy one day if i continue.
coughs* you know what i mean..
maybe bcos ive nvr said nor showed it before
thats why your think tt im jus having a normal *****
but since all its over,
jus wanna say that; i was serious..

this post really puts a fullstop to everything
[besides our friendship]

shi ni de , jiu shi ni de
bu shi ni de, jiu bu shi ni de.
zhe ju hua, wo zhong yv liao le.

happy ending~