whoah nvr blog for two weeks liao lo >.<
kinda lazy, no mood, nth to talk abt
nonoononono
there's a whole lot of stuffs which i wanna pour out here
but jus dunno how to phrase my words .. [???]
actually intended to write abt my trip
but type halfway. give up!
i not like ern liddat lo.
1/2 hour can summarise whatever he did in 5days!

anw, the year's coming to an end =C
first year in anderson . it was great :D
but sometimes i really kinda regret lo =C
cos its a co-ed school
if ure smart enough, you'll understand what i mean
not that i hate guys or like cos its co-ed so ur actions are restricted
nononononono :x

good friends are all around me
yet i feel really hollow and empty inside
the world seems so far frm me
you know its jus like a sickness that nvr gets cured
but there's a remedy for me :x
jus ONE
its difficult. really really difficult.
so near yet so far
mayb your think im talking nonsense :/
but i really dunno how to say it lo
realised that i cried alot this year
all bcos of the same two biggest problem

now watching another taiwan ou xiang ju
'' xing ping guo le yuan ''
nice show too =)
as i listen to the ending song over and over again,
i jus start tearing :C
[talk more abt this in my next post]

when i came back frm my trip
when i met my parents
the first thing they asked me was *
its really very hurting
they are treating me like a display item
out there to bring embarrassement to them ?
my mother keep saying :
you dont care abt * at all
like hello?
you are my mother!
you should know me better then anyone else!
and you actually said that.

continue next time.

someone lend me a shoulder please :'C