Monday, April 30, 2007

30th april
rawr. days past so fast ):
end of my countdown
actually long ago it should have ended
raaaaaaaaah!
I DONT CARE LE LA.
i shant be so stubborn anymore.
ahber is still totally mixed up with her feelings ):
but she shall not be so dumb like someone.
mwahahahahs!
i hate eating vinegar!
so bitter ));
horrible feeling ):

english compo was okayyy i guess
hopefully i pass la uh.
CAUSE I HATE MISS THOO.
i shall buy a thoo-thoo-train on teachers day to send
miss thoo off (:
who wanna chip in?
hehs >.<

sometimes it just takes a prayer a day
to learn to let go of certain things.
ive done that before,
and that desire is almost gone now (:
because i remember excluding your name in my wishlist.
it used to be not just another bedtime prayer.
but a desire and a need in my life,
to feel up that hollow and empty space in my heart.
though im still searching for my pillar of strength and comfort,
that desperateness is starting to vanish.
However im still lost,
but at least i see that small twinkling light ahead of me (:
that scar is still there,
and i shant allow anyone to touch it.
twice is enough ; ive felt the sting it brings.
one door shuts and another opens,
how true is that.
but one is just gonna learn how to treasure that door
and thats what ahber is trying to do now (:

woyaode,nigeibuliao
cos ur heart is not right.

wozhendexiwangninengzhuanhuitou ):

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