Pimples popping
White hair appearing
Huh?
STRESS I MEAN D:

streaming is in 1234567.... FIFTEEN DAYS!
no revision done for the week
and worse, homework is piling up D:

Term 4 might not be so bad after all.
at least ive learnt to handle emotional stuffs better?
rather then going siao over a small reason.
ive grown smarter and stronger! :D
Mwahahahahahas.

fate?
yeah fate.
Perhaps all these were planned even before i was born
for me to learn a lesson
so that i'll not be that stupid anymore
my actions make me look like a fool in front of others
Doing the wrong actions at wrong times
BAD move.

Oh well
too late to regret luh
I should have denied everything.
ARGH.
I should not have agreed to say it out.
BAD move.

或许紧紧地握住寂寞
会比转回头更好
你说对吗？
幸福不会时时刻刻摆在眼前
让你随心所欲？
no.

Humans are weird.
Holding on to loneliness & desperateness,
not willing to let go of what you should,
and yet, stil complaining of unfairness.
Stupid eh?
NO!
Because thats so much better than
going with the other disgusting substances out there.

真正坚强的人，
是懂得踏出黑暗中的人
懂得珍惜
懂得放手
而不是人性地坚持的人

Yes i want to be like that too.
But i cant.
i just cant.