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hey guys,
i think i'll stop blogging for a awhile.
]] Hopefully will succeed [[
cos i jus realised that my posts
tend to cause alot of misunderstanding
its really very miserable for me
intended to delete my blog
but 'bu she de'
wanted to stop blogging forever,
but also cant help it
so decided to let it die for awhile
but my tagboard will still be alive :))
i'll reply tags
i cant control myself while posting
i dont think of the consequences
at times im too specific or exaggerated
thats when trouble comes
all i know is jus type , type and type
honestly, i've nvr meant to insult anyone
This is for you :
i guess you will know that im talking to you
so dont ask me anything
i know i was harsh yesterday,
or rather the day before
i jus feel that sometimes
i really dont know what you're thinking
or what you exactly want
if you don understand what i mean
den dont jump to conclusions please
you're very sensitive and straightforward
in your feelings.
you dont like me to keep things from you
so im saying it all out now
you might be thinking
that i dont understand you at all
and why m i saying all those things
perhaps you think that im bullshitting ..
yeah, so what abt all of your posts??
like it doesnt affect me at all.
it made me seem like a big big meanie
my ignorance and whatever..
if it was last year,
you wont even bother if i ignored you at all..
you get what i mean?
if no, den i will explain to you some other time
Eg ; there was one time
when both our regions were
rehearsing for the 180degrees drama
you said i was ignoring you
den wont it be right for me to say that
you were ignoring me too?
-dont understand nevermind-
i know i've changed since last year
for the worst [??]
you have ur own problems,
i have mine too..
tolerance was i all i wanted to say the other day
and one more thing,
its not very good to be too
straightforward at times
cos you can hurt others ..
that was one of my purpose for tt post,
i knew you wont like it,
straightforwardness -
it isnt nice knowing the truth everytime.
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friday - napfa 2.4km run
which is basically today la.
broke my record,
well although dunno my timing yet,
but i didnt stop :))
and thats a great achievement for me
netball trngs really helped me alot alot in my steminar
=DDDDDDDDDDDD
that group of idiots from tt
sucking 1/8,....
guess what?
we had an arguement with them[not me arh!!]
dont really know how to explain things here la
but they were like scolding all those vulgarities
stupid right?
and they always make this stupid funny action
so we were like imitating them
they're jus like a bunch of pregnant
drug addicts and pig noses running abt
anw, we were like laughing like mad
den at the YCK stadium
they got alderic [spelling??]
to help them deal with us
WAHAHA!!!!
they really looked like fools okay
den subsequently,
He beckoned weilong to come down
weilong was like looking at us and blahs
and they had a mini fight
and we were like shouting :
''Weilong ure the best!
wo men yong yuan zhi chi ni de!! ''
after tt, we asked weilong what did A. say
and so on..
then the sectwo basketballers, [shuaige-s seh] haha..!
asked weilong to tell them wad happened
weilong told them everything
and they said that next time if
they create trouble again
can go find them..
so nicee rite?
fa hua chi liao.. wahahahahaha!!!!!!
and dont worry,
cause im not in any gangs or what
jus a normal clique...
normal tech Vs special
HA!
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there are some pple whom i dont wanna see
yet i can talk or see them anytime i want
but there are jus some whom i really really
miss them alot <3!
and i dont get to see them at all
and worse,
you cant always get a chance to haf a
good conversation with them..
this had really been a bad bad year for me..
Ecclesiastes 11:7 - 12:2
7 Light is sweet
People enjoy being out in the sun
8No matter how many years a man might live
let him enjoy all of them.
But let him remember the dark days.
There will be many of them.
Nothing that's going to happen will have any meaning
9Young man, be happy while you are still young
Let your heart be joyful while you are still strong
Do what your heart tell you to do
Go after what your eyes look at
But i want you to know
that God will judge you for everything you do
10So drive worry out of your heart.
Get rid of all troubles.
Being young and strong doesnt have any meaning
12:1Remember the one who created you
Remember him while you are still young
think about him before you times of trouble come
The years will come when you will say
'' i dont find any pleasure in them''
2 Thats when the sunlight will become dark
and the moon and stars will also grow dark
And the clouds will return after it rains
God loves you guys,
every single one of you
In this life,
its doesnt hurt to have God on you side! <3
Heys,
doesnt it make sense to get all the help you can get?
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord,
the maker of heaven and earth.
AMEN?
thats all folks..
love ya!