Friendly match today -
against Clementi Town Sec and Sengkang Sec
and as expected,
we lost to clementi town..
they are a bunch of tallies
almost all very zhuang one
especially their GA
first quarter, defended her
had a hard hard time..
anw, we lost BADLY..
it was real depressing for me..
i guess for the others as well.
it was like a real match for us..
can cry one lor..
den sengkang.. HAHA!
so shiok.. extra WingDefence
run everywhere also no one
defend me..
den can catch gwendy's throw in.
ohohoh!!
speaking of gwendy,
carrot was like walking thru
the canteen to the bball court today
den we deliberately
shouted ''GWENDY!!''
and he walk walk walk
den until the wall
he turned and smiled!! :))
whoah!!
first time see him smile
until so happy lehs!
den awhile later
he walked past out netball court
and we shouted again.
He was like damn paiseh
HA!
and he jus laughed
or smiled or wadeva
hahas :))
gwendy happy huhs?
[[ Ltr she read this post den
come after me]]

and i still havent fully
gotten over it..
looks like this is gonna
be another trail fer me
one year.. ,
yeah so lets jus wait
and see if my tears for
300 days can
fill one pail..
:: let's see
how many times:
~ i need a heart-mending kit
~ i get disappoinments
~ i meet an 'enemy'
~ i 'vandalise' my hand, tables, diary, etc.
~ i type a post with tears
~ i do everything i can and
i get nothing in return
~ i hate myself for being stupid
~ i need to delete my inbox
for unnessecary (spelling??)
sadness
i think tt shd be enough..
it will jus kill me if i add anymore


:: '' trust your hopes,
not your fears '' ::
*David Mahoney*