Second post for the day.

just read a blog.
and terribly felt like typing this post

I just need a BIGBIGBIGBIG teddy bear
approximately the size of a human being, bigger than me duh.

Yesh, a teddy bear for me to hug
just loan me for an hour.
after crying everything out, i'll be fine.
I promise to wash and return it to you after im done with it.
can?

If a genie were to appear right now.
all i would ask is for a wish.
and i'll wish that a guy
would suddenly appear and tell me that he's my brother
I want an older brother luh ):
or an older sister also can.
i shall beg my parents to adopt one?

ohgosh.
The song im listening to now can just poke your heart
and make you cry can.
yes i should stop poking others too.

当我不知不觉中对不起了一个人时，
就会想尽办法弥补一切。
对不起，这几个月来，
带了不少麻烦和困扰。

* watch too many chinese show already lah

Sorry to those who have been tolerating my nonsense all these months.
Too bad, you just have to go through it for another two months.

And at times,
i really feel like closing my eyes

there's something which i really dont know how to say
and i cant be too direct too.
its like, im not the only one going through it.
yet many a times, ive only thought about myself.
neglecting the other party's feelings.
我不想当苍蝇！

i thought that by doing so,
perhaps it will bring more hope.
Just to realise that its just annoyance (not to me)

i just need someone to understand me.

and you hear that irritating fly buzzing around
苍蝇的泪滴

you can hug a teddy bear
but a teddy bear cant hug you back