I thank God for a wonderful day yesterday
because he gave me a horrible one today.

Somehow i still cant digest the fact that
this wall made up of some damn material that is in between,
its unbreakable.

Made up of loads of burdens, disagreements, misunderstandings
and the complexed past.
Strong and stubborn this wall has become.
Rah Rah Rah Rah.

Just when i thought everything was back to how it initially was,
i realised that you were never there.
Fake.
i dont even know who or what to trust now.
Really sorry.

Ahbao is right.
I take History Elective eh.
Perhaps i should go write an essay out.
Test the reliability and usefulness of all the factors first,
before drawing out a conclusion and getting upset.

And i wonder, if what im doing now
is as good as running away from the truth that's set before me.
cause i really didnt expect this to happen at all.

Why.
I was on my way to believe that everything was going on well.
and that mere sentence of yours, totally strucked me down.

I want to hang out with the kids again.
I miss you people D: